There's something about this place, Something about this freedom,
Something about this peace,
It makes relaxation feel natural,
It makes life feel clear,
I can't be sure what it is,
But in the end,
It makes me happy,
It makes me feel real,
It makes me fit in,
It makes me smile.
So in the days of destruction and terror,
I've found my shelter from the seven sins,
The greed will kill us all,
And there we'll lay,
There,
We'll die,
There,
I smile,
Because I,
I saw it coming.
You and Me
A gentle wind,
brushes my cheek,
and i feel so alone,
but still so weak
I'm able to walk,
but not to run,
I'm able to talk,
but not to be done,
I can see the skies,
but not the sea,
I can see the birds,
but not the trees,
What, oh what
I would give
to see the life,
i can live,
The flowers scent,
surrounds my nose,
but i can't see the petals,
that glow,
I envy the birds,
The fish,
The weeds,
They can do what they want,
As they please,
To be truly free,
Is how i would like to be,
To be truly free,
from,
you,
and,
me.
The making of an Indigo Child by Jazzfest, literature
Literature
The making of an Indigo Child
Everyday, a new person is born into this world, but not just by the traditional birthing of child, by the everyday moments that can change a person forever. Included in this paper is a story, my story, of how i became an 'Indigo Child.'
It was the first day of middle school, and so much had changed for me already. Going from knowing everything about anything in elementary school, to being absolutely clueless. From the class changes, to the truth about how children act, to the new teachers, and even the campus, everything. I was completely lost, but after successfully making it through day one I walked home in the scorching Flori
Tears don't matter anymore,
as your lips brush past the pain filled door,
the soreness of a tortured heart,
has left me with no place to start,
nowhere to run, nowhere to hide,
but days i've lost feeling dead inside,
I tried my luck in love and lost,
yet here i lay with so much cost,
when happiness is hard to find,
the days drag on,
Get left behind,
Play along with your silly dolls,
porcelain faces,
plastered walls,
Caress my deadly dreams to face,
the memories within this place.
Kiss the wind
Kiss the wind,
Lay in the trees,
Sing to the berries,
And sit on your knees,
Cause when I'm with you,
You're all I see,
And when you're with me,
I'm floating on air,
And always I'll care,
For you,
I'm lost in the wind,
Swift and then,
I can't think to speak,
Cause my legs are to weak,
I'm caught in this net,
Of things unset,
So when were together,
Hopefully forever,
We'll get to,
Kiss the wind,
Lay in the trees,
Sing to the berries,
And sit on our knees,
Cause when I'm with you,
You're all I see,
And when you're with me,
I'm floating on air,
But I wouldn't dare,
Tell you.
But you gotta,
Promise me
This thing we call life Part I by Jazzfest, literature
Literature
This thing we call life Part I
And here I stand,
Year by year,
Building dreams,
Brick by brick,
Creating myself,
Living this thing we call life.
Dreading this thing we call pain.
Pushing with this thing we call strength.
As my surroundings tear me apart,
These hands cloud my view as they tear through my skin,
Bit by bit,
Particle by particle,
These voices rattle my brain as they pick through my scalp,
Exposing each imperfection I'd learned to love,
I've reached through,
I've pushed on,
Yet still these bodies swallow my soul,
Sharp-teeth devour every aspect of my mind,
As deadly smiles chop off my limbs,
They're out to destroy me,
My blood spilled o
There's something about this place, Something about this freedom,
Something about this peace,
It makes relaxation feel natural,
It makes life feel clear,
I can't be sure what it is,
But in the end,
It makes me happy,
It makes me feel real,
It makes me fit in,
It makes me smile.
So in the days of destruction and terror,
I've found my shelter from the seven sins,
The greed will kill us all,
And there we'll lay,
There,
We'll die,
There,
I smile,
Because I,
I saw it coming.
You and Me
A gentle wind,
brushes my cheek,
and i feel so alone,
but still so weak
I'm able to walk,
but not to run,
I'm able to talk,
but not to be done,
I can see the skies,
but not the sea,
I can see the birds,
but not the trees,
What, oh what
I would give
to see the life,
i can live,
The flowers scent,
surrounds my nose,
but i can't see the petals,
that glow,
I envy the birds,
The fish,
The weeds,
They can do what they want,
As they please,
To be truly free,
Is how i would like to be,
To be truly free,
from,
you,
and,
me.
The making of an Indigo Child by Jazzfest, literature
Literature
The making of an Indigo Child
Everyday, a new person is born into this world, but not just by the traditional birthing of child, by the everyday moments that can change a person forever. Included in this paper is a story, my story, of how i became an 'Indigo Child.'
It was the first day of middle school, and so much had changed for me already. Going from knowing everything about anything in elementary school, to being absolutely clueless. From the class changes, to the truth about how children act, to the new teachers, and even the campus, everything. I was completely lost, but after successfully making it through day one I walked home in the scorching Flori
Tears don't matter anymore,
as your lips brush past the pain filled door,
the soreness of a tortured heart,
has left me with no place to start,
nowhere to run, nowhere to hide,
but days i've lost feeling dead inside,
I tried my luck in love and lost,
yet here i lay with so much cost,
when happiness is hard to find,
the days drag on,
Get left behind,
Play along with your silly dolls,
porcelain faces,
plastered walls,
Caress my deadly dreams to face,
the memories within this place.
Kiss the wind
Kiss the wind,
Lay in the trees,
Sing to the berries,
And sit on your knees,
Cause when I'm with you,
You're all I see,
And when you're with me,
I'm floating on air,
And always I'll care,
For you,
I'm lost in the wind,
Swift and then,
I can't think to speak,
Cause my legs are to weak,
I'm caught in this net,
Of things unset,
So when were together,
Hopefully forever,
We'll get to,
Kiss the wind,
Lay in the trees,
Sing to the berries,
And sit on our knees,
Cause when I'm with you,
You're all I see,
And when you're with me,
I'm floating on air,
But I wouldn't dare,
Tell you.
But you gotta,
Promise me
Here you'll find extensions of myself. With my writings, my photos and my drawings. I pour my soul into these, now not all of them fully relate to my current thoughts, but i create my poetry and drawings e.t.c, with the idea that there is substantial beauty in imperfections. Nothing is perfect. Nothing ever will be. Nor will anyone on this planet. It's how we deal with it that matters. And how they, or it deals with us. Whether or not it's all compatible. Poetry is simply my sanity and art. Well the many forms of just simply express my emotions.
Favourite Visual Artist
Street, Blakely, Cohea(:
Favourite Movies
Scott Pilgrim (FTW)
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
My Chemical Romance (DUH), Middle Class Rut, Framing hanley, BVB, Escape the fate, Asking alexandria, Colbie Caillie, Pink, Glee, Christine Perri, NSN, Or mice and Men, Architects, Currents Convulsive, We are the Romans
Favourite Books
Linger, Shiver, Foreve, The adoration of Jenna Fox, You've been warned
Favourite Writers
Robert Pattison
Favourite Games
Black ops, Mw2, Dragon Age 2, Final Fantasy 13,
Favourite Gaming Platform
Xbox 360
Other Interests
Sports, Music, Writing, Drawing, Killing Zombies, Blowing up people
Lately there's been an issue I've been facing. It's this dreaded thing called writers block. And it's been screwing me over.
Everyday when I sit in class I just have this incredible desire to sit down and write for the full hour and a half. And mostly I do. However it's not good. Like none of the things I write come out anywhere close to my old products.
I believe that right now, with the fact that I have grown numb, I've lost my inspiration. And it's these very moments where I've got so much screaming at me, that makes me want to write.
But I'm scared.
When I began to write way back when, I would write extremely depressing and emotio
My reasoning for being excessively pissed off right now:
Last night, after a tough week of constantly working/ studying my twenty year old sister, Jade, finally got to have a night to go out clubbin' with her friends.
She had just arrived at a club after going to a friends house and doing a bit of ecstasy ~not the best choice, but a harmless one.
She and her friend, who had been drinking a beer at the moment, were getting their things and about to get out to enter this club called Episodes. While she was doing so, a couple of cops came by and shined a light into her car, told Jade and her friend to get out of the car and promptly arrest
Welcome to high school.
Where no one gives a fuck, yet everyone cares.
Where love is just a four letter word, and happiness comes at one hell of a price.
Drama is inevitable. No matter where you go. I've realized that recently.
And almost all anyone will ever do, is hurt you. ~But that is a part of life.
Genuineness is hard to find in people these days. ~But I'm hoping there's someone out there.
High school.
It makes me hate everything yet feel happy at the same time.
Today, when I stood in tears for hours, i had people come up to me, who had barely talked to me, some people who I'd never even seen before, and offer me tissues